Mike

espero @ 2002-02-06T01:33:00

2002-02-06T07:27:53Z

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FUCK TRUST NOW
WHO NEEDS IT

espero @ 2002-01-30T02:00:00

2002-01-30T07:53:37Z

WELL TODAY JUST DIDNT GO TO SCHOOL /BUT WENT TO WORK
JUST CHILLED AND GOT EVERYTHING SETTLED
C YA LATERS
:)

hello

2002-01-28T08:55:52Z

It sucks when u cant change
It sucks when u cant change yourself
It sucks when something happens that u dont want to happen
It sucks when all u do is thinks
It sucks when u r singled out for the way u r
It sucks when u cant go back to the way u were
It sucks to meet someone and they arent how u see them
It sucks when u find out the real them they have different life styles as u
It sucks that u cant just leave them alone now b/c u care to much about them
It sucks when at times u cant even be around that person
It sucks when u feel that u cant even trust anyone now days
It sucks to see yourself turn into a complete asshole
It sucks when u look in the mirror and see that u've done something wrong
It sucks to find out this is the way u think
It sucks to see someone u love act so damm ugly and dirty
It sucks when u get push to level u never wanted to reach
It sucks that u cant say what u really want to say
It sucks that something small u see can make think such bad things
It sucks to be happy w/ a person u love but cant stand them b/c of what they done
It sucks to get jealous
It sucks to not be able to tell the truth
It sucks to be completely happy with someone then see them go
It sucks when u use excuses
It sucks when u cant pop pills to kill your brain so u dont think
It sucks to know that someone or something has what u want for its pleasure
It sucks to fight with someone u really love over jealousy
It sucks to not know if u r being use
It sucks to be guilty
It sucks to hurt
It sucks when u see reality
It suck when life isnt the way u were raised
It sucks when someone has an effect on u
It sucks that one day u didnt care about certain things and the next time u did
It sucks to even look at that person sometimes
It sucks when everyone wants to know someone else is business
It sucks to find out more than u wanted to know
It sucks to know an asshole then turn into one

well fuck here is reality
now at least i know that hey
just dont fucking care about anything or anyone
they suck some time or another they will hurt u
but dont worry you'll go to their level and hurt them back
but hey it life
who is standing at the end is what matters
y should i care they dont
why dont we all just fuck everybody at least
we r all the same
r have something in common
it happens
SHIT HAPPENS
it just sucks when it happens to u
so just keep on sucking
everyone else
does

OK IT DOESNT MATTER ANTMORE

espero @ 2002-01-08T00:55:00

2002-01-08T06:45:01Z

hey well in a couple hours will be a week

but ill always be around so just keep being my friend

espero @ 2002-01-07T03:08:00

2002-01-07T08:58:32Z

sorry to all that i hurt but i always love youll guys

thanks for everything and hope to see youll around and happy
sorry
and i cant wait to read whoever keeps talking to me next comment

sorry chris and alicia and whoever else i made mad

and yes i am an asshole

c ya guys

espero @ 2001-12-30T01:53:00

2001-12-30T07:43:42Z

hey if u want to talk to me tell me because i dont
want u saying anything if u cant tell me who u r
and i wont get mead i just get mad when people talk behind my back, so im cool that u responded to one of my journals and try to tell me something, but at
least tell me who u r
c ya

espero @ 2001-12-29T14:44:00

2001-12-29T20:34:47Z

it sucks i have 2 go 2 work in 2 hrs, but anyways i put my two weeks notice in, so im only there until jan5 til then i have to find a better job

espero @ 2001-12-28T15:19:00

2001-12-28T21:10:29Z

hey people it suck i wake up at 2 just to go to work at 6
well three more hours, and i feel much better than what i did yesterday

espero @ 2001-12-19T01:00:00

2001-12-19T06:52:06Z

hello

espero @ 2001-07-30T07:53:00

2001-07-30T13:19:35Z

dsafds

espero @ 2001-07-30T07:52:00

2001-07-30T13:18:22Z

hello

espero @ 2001-07-30T07:50:00

2001-07-30T13:16:53Z

well its Monday and i dont know how i feel about this dam world i live in, it can be harsh at somtimes but at certain moments i forget about all that and smile w/ the best of hopes and wishes. See in the past 2 months have made two great friends one has taught me a lesson about life, the other has taught me how to deal w/ life in the current situation im in. These guys as friends i love very much pero mi nina amiga yo amor mucho pero yo toeng espero por su

espero @ 2001-07-30T07:43:00

2001-07-30T13:09:40Z

hi im wondering how the heck to put this damm journal entry in